I want to spend today to look back and reflect with gratitude on how things have changed. Because today is day 33. 33 hasn’t always been a special number for me, and I’m not an “11:11” guy, but it does seem to have had a pretty big impact on my life.
Reflecting on the past....
I was not, and am not a religious person. But I do believe in a higher power. If you want to call it God, Buddha, Allah, it doesn’t matter to me – I believe them all to be culturally appropriated understandings of that higher power, and the prophets were the gateway to that.
![Buddhism, Islam, Christianity | All religions are one](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/1da715_1bcc024cd2904d22b0b686373eef81f5~mv2.png/v1/fill/w_49,h_49,al_c,q_85,usm_0.66_1.00_0.01,blur_2,enc_auto/1da715_1bcc024cd2904d22b0b686373eef81f5~mv2.png)
In my 20’s I had an experience I would describe as a “spiritual awakening” or “enlightenment” and it was from that moment that I was a believer. Prior to that I was simply agnostic, but when the conception of my “self” disappeared into the abyss, all that remained was the infinite universe and I could see God in everything – as our Mother and Father. A surge of energy rushed through this body (what I later discovered was a kundalini awakening?) and all the religions made sense. I knew everything, and knew the meaning of life was to live eternally, and that that existence of God was the Saviour.... This all just happened suddenly! I didn't meditate at the time, I didn't do anything. It last for 2 weeks! I understood all the prophets and I understood the Christ that was in Jesus. It was from that moment that 33 became significant to me and I fell in love with Jesus.
![How to be enlightened | Finding my true self](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/1da715_29d51d3843a347aa99135eb747e5ba54~mv2.png/v1/fill/w_49,h_49,al_c,q_85,usm_0.66_1.00_0.01,blur_2,enc_auto/1da715_29d51d3843a347aa99135eb747e5ba54~mv2.png)
Again, I’m not a Christian nor am I religious. I speak of it as a matter of fact. It’s simply the way it is. I don't think Jesus is our Savior, I just think he was a prophet who became enlightened - it's the consciousness of Christ which is the Saviour. Sometimes I have hated that experience because it has totally changed my perception on life, and I was never the same again. But I’m extremely grateful for it right now because it’s due to that that I’m where I am with the positivity and gratitude in my mind. Because of that, I believe that the mind can be reshaped to the mind of the Universe / God. It’s because of that that I’m on this journey of meditation to return to that state.
![Jesus is not the Saviour | Jesus was a prophet](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/1da715_a92f41f3de1f4f68b902c2698222c651~mv2.png/v1/fill/w_49,h_49,al_c,q_85,usm_0.66_1.00_0.01,blur_2,enc_auto/1da715_a92f41f3de1f4f68b902c2698222c651~mv2.png)
So I’m going to pick 3 things I’m extremely grateful for today, as I thoroughly enjoyed just expressing gratitude the other day.
1) Mind - Meditation
As I’ve cleared my mind, I’ve been able to live a more positive and grateful life. As I’ve lived a more grateful life, the miracles of that experience have re-entered into my life, where before I was completely lost and in the dark as to what it is was and how it happened. Life is actually a miracle - it's so magical just to be alive. The veil has been lifted. So how can I not be grateful for that? It has been the driving force for my journey.
![Grateful life | Positive life](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/1da715_c83e7d6b8a8f47ef89fe8c47b28569d7~mv2.png/v1/fill/w_49,h_49,al_c,q_85,usm_0.66_1.00_0.01,blur_2,enc_auto/1da715_c83e7d6b8a8f47ef89fe8c47b28569d7~mv2.png)
Through this process of transforming my mind, I’ve been able to transform everything in my life – my habits, my finances, my body. It’s a slow process, bit by bit, drop by drop, like water droplets that erode even the largest rocks.
Also, a significant change happened where I became reborn through this process 3 days, 3 months, and 33 years into my life.
2) Mind – Positivity
When I first started volunteering, it was honestly extremely difficult. I worked hard, and did my best, but it was extremely difficult. It got to a point where every 2 or 3 days I was consumed by negativity from my past life, and it was hard to overcome. This continued from the moment I started until….. today! For 4 months I lived like that, pushing through that negativity knowing that it was only in my mind, and it was just the conditions. Today, ironically, for the first time I noticed that it’s been 5 days and I haven’t felt that negativity come up at all. I’ve simply had an extremely busy week, working 12 – 16 hours each day. I’m amazed by this.
3) Finances - Hex
Hex baby! Today is the 3rd birthday of Hex and it’s sitting at 3.3cents USD. It was through Hex that I first became a millionaire. This is still a story I want to tell in the future, but not right now, because my status as a millionaire was short lived, but it revealed the possibility to me. Before I started meditation I couldn’t get even more than $3,000 in my bank account, let alone 7 figures! So the possibility in my mind is there, so it’s simply an inevitability now, despite the fact I’m a full time volunteer with no stream of income….
![Hex | Cryptocurrency | Passive income](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/1da715_ef9a2e8cd8734688be46396b69d764cd~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_147,h_92,al_c,q_80,usm_0.66_1.00_0.01,blur_2,enc_auto/1da715_ef9a2e8cd8734688be46396b69d764cd~mv2.jpg)
These are the things I’m grateful for today. And my heart is singing. It’s the secret of secrets, but it is only hidden by our own minds…. I hope many more come to see this sooner than later. It can not be denied.