This seems to be happening a lot lately. When I make some kind of breakthrough, and I try to share it to help others, it's revealed to me that whatever I said had changed, pokes it's head up again!
It's happened with finances. It's happened with my body conditions. It's happened with my mind.
I don't know what it is... But it bloody sucks. You know how they say fake it till you make it? I call bullshit on that.
I'm EXTREMELY tired. I haven't had more than 6 hours sleep for about 3.5 weeks now. Averaging 4ish. There's just always too much to do. The centre I operate is open 9am until 10pm, which is quite extreme, and then often I'm exercising before that, and then working after.
My entire body is is really resisting now. Sometimes I wonder if it's my mind, or if it's other peoples minds weighing me down in that global consciousness. When I put out "help" and it gets rejected or judged, and the vibration comes back at me...
But you know what? I have to be grateful, because it's always the Universe's way of saying "hey, you've still got a little bit of this left!". So, I'm grateful for that, even if it's a bitter pill to swollow.
I'm also grateful that I still wrote my blog, and I still made my content, and I still did my tasks, even though I just want to go to bed.
Now it's time to go help people.
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